A good year, well I would even say a great year.
Though I had my heart broken into thousands pieces by its early beginning spending nights crying my heart out, I thought I was incredebly in love over a virtual “relationship”, but days showed me that it was an illusion, thanks to the support of my friends and family they stood by my side and made me see the truth and have a clearer vision to what was really happening… and maaan I was living in my own imagination, I guess I was so eager to fall in love that i created a whole plot in my mind and believed that I was the star of my own movie. Obviously it took me a while  to let go of that imaginary feeling and situation I was living in, I’m not sure was it because I hate to admit that I lost, or refusing the rejection or failing in another “relationship” again, I just couldn’t believe that I was not loved back… again.
Well I guess it’s still hard to face all that but life goes on, it should, it is going on.
Better days came indeed, I spent the summer in Paris, I’ve tried new things, dared to cross another line and to leave another level of my comfort zone. I guess I can fairly say that I had my ups and downs even, I’m really gratefull for that I’m thankfull for the lessons, and forgiving the pains but I’m gratefull for my happy moments, I’m happy for meeting Lauryn Hill in a plane, happy for having a romantic date next to the eiffel tower in Paris, happy for being in the middle of a huge crowd in a street party in freaking Amsterdam with my friends singing loudly and dancing on Rihanna’s “Shine bright like a diamond”!! How awesome is that! in a million year I would never thought that would happen to me. I’m really grateful for that.
So many wishes for the new year, as I do for each year, so many wishes has gone with the wind to be replaced with many unpredictible good and bad news. I still wish for people, for some adventure, though I know it’s impossible, but the childish part in me can never stop hoping for a miracle.

This is Love…deadly destructive dangerous love!

To give and not expect anything back, that is love
To cherish every moment knowing it won’t last, that is love
To pretend you are fine when you are not, that is love
To keep smiling even when you bleed inside, that is love
To say the words though they come out hard, that is love


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The Good Heart

Seeing this post and wondering:


Being good,  is it because of your innate natural instinct or is it a result of your weakness and cowardness to fight and prove your existence and your worth in this selfish society!

Hellooo Winter!

“Winter is the time for comfort, for good food and warmth, for the touch of a friendly hand and for a talk beside the fire: it is the time for home.”
Edith Sitwell

But winter is also the perfect mood for sadness, depression and melancholy, it’s the universal language of the wounded unspoken words,  the home of lost souls, the unwaited time to watch all our illusions fade away and painfully observe reality’s ugly face getting revealed after being joyfully hidden by the hypnotising colours of summer !

It’s now the time for the truth… the raw one.


#Quote Time by Kate Winslet!

Attention please, it’s QUOTE TIME! This time I got my inspiration from one of my favorite movies of all time “The Holiday“. Yesterday I was having a fever and feeling bored out of my mind so I did the usual routine to this case and start randomly scanning the old movies in my computer ( of course most of them are silly comedy/romance movies.. I know I know, I’m a very emotional person :p ) and last night I watched the Holiday so here’s an excerpt that I adore and of course extremely relate to 😉 iris-kate-winslet-the-holiday-Favim.com-156479_large Continue reading

Devilish or Angelic are we truly closer to be ?

It’s very seldom that we talk about the seven heavenly virtues, all we’re familiar with is the seven deadly sins. It’s like the human nature is more likely devilish than angelic or maybe because people are more obeying when they’re threatened and afraid of their act consequences better than being rewarded of not doing so!

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“In each of us, two natures are at war – the good and the evil. All our lives the fight goes on between them, and one of them must conquer. But in our own hands lies the power to choose – what we want most to be we are.”
― Robert Louis Stevenson

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The Goodbye I always wanted to say

“You keep hurting me, and I don’t want you in my life anymore!”

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That being said, you’ve always known that you’re not good for me but you didn’t care and you still hung around, unfortunately it’s only now that I’ve come to see this ugly truth as well and only now that I’ve realized that I deserve better. I’m sure am better off without you and I’m sure you’re the same without me, so I guess it’s a win-win situation!

And as long as none is harmed by this statement I think the day has finally come for me to set myself free from our awkward relationship and be happy in a normal connection with other people, so farewell dear whatever you meant to me!